THE BEST

Sometimes..u sit at home wondering what the fuck just happened? It's at those times that u have to have faith in something ..its no secret i have had a turbulent last 6 months with my personal life,,and hve been going thru it everyday ..somedays i feel like a million bucks sometimes i feel like a nickel. Then on friday i had my life shook into perspective ...I had just picked up my son Dezi and was driving to see my mom and i heard on the radio STryker that he hoped the rumors werent true about his buddy A.m ..i picked up the phone and called the office,,,and Asked are things ok with A.m ..?Then i started reading blogs..and shit...and was heartbroken,,the first time i saw this cat it was years ago..at a sisqo billboard party in vegas he was rockin Wham ,,i remember thinkin this cat is rockin playin fuckin Wham!? wtf?and i was gonna go to a few more parties but i stayed and was captivated ,,at this point i was on the radio in L.a ..so i was like i need this cat on the rADIO ,,i gave him my numbers and was like i need u homie...he was kinda with it not really he had done radio with Homocide,,,,but he was like come to Snatch,,,i started going to that spot and National with Ian Fletcher ...and i would get there at 945 10 make sure we got in...and we would smoke cigs in the patio,,,and Adam would talk about certain snares and kicks and versus ,,he was so ahead of me i would just play along and be like oh yeah that shit was tight ,,,,,i remember going back to my house and practicing and practicing and just saying to myself ...that dudes a fuckin alien ..how the fuck did he do this and that ,,,i honestly was like talkin to myself thinkin ..i fuckin suck ,,,this guys the truth ...but he never made anyone feel that way ,,he would actually show u and explain everything ,,not tryin to hide shit ..which is rare ...along the years i always went to go see him he grew into the star that destiny had called for ..but didnt matter how big the party was he was the same dude...anyways he came to radio and shut it down...from then on we were cool ..not best friends not tight friends but never the less friends ,,,i saw him become the marquee dj in the country and was proud because he never changed ...i had never heard anyone play rock music with hip hop and reggae and fuckin neil diamond ever...and he started a trend that effected every club dj in the country...people would ask whats ur style and there was only a certain way to explain "A.m style" im pretty sure that goes for 80 percent of the dj's that rock clubs u use ur own style but its based on a "A.m Style"of djing ..Mark ronson pretty much originated the style but A.M took it to that next level...when i wasnt shit and needed to get into the hottest clubs in Hollywood he would always get us in...more and foremost ,,he was just a plain good man ,,that had a gift,,,a gift that jimi hendrix had a gift that michael jordan has a gift that Tupac Biggie had ,,,its the"it" factor he had it ,,,but would never let u know he had "it"....i read the blogs and found out about ADAm and gave my son the biggest hug and kiss ever ..and realized that life is so so short ...and all the petty shit i deal with is just that petty ....my heart has been heavy for adam since this tragedy ...but i have a big pain in my chest for Homocide,Ben Baller,Edski, and one my best Friends Ian,,,,i pray for all of u everynight,,,i just know Adam is talkin to Michael Jackson bout snares,kicks, and versus and Adam is so ahead Michael jackson is playing along goin oh yea that shit is tight...till we meet again my brother ...The cuban